Thursday, February 19, 2009

roller coaster ride.

This week has been a roller coaster week. The nice thing however was after monday, I did not have to go to psychology class wednesday or friday. Sleeping in for once in awhile is nice. Only for some odd reason, tuesday night, I woke up at 2am, in a panic. I don't really know if it was a panic attack or what, but it was really scary. I felt like I could not catch my breath, and I kept trembling. It took me quite a few minutes to calm myself down. I have no reason why it happened and I hope it doesn't happen again. 

Today(thursday) I have had the longest day I think I have experienced. My day started at 6:45 am. Math at 8:00am and that class began with a math test. Let me remind those who do not know much about me, I loathe math. Absolutely hate it. Bright and early, I took the test and I hope I did well. After that, I sat in the student center studying for the next horrible test. Biology. Mrs. Gibbs, my bio professor, is awesome don't get me wrong. Her lectures are usually interesting for the most part, and she has a sense of humor, unlike most professors at school. But her tests? Well, I think Kayla and Kasey explain this day the best. "The day of death." Biology class was a blur. I can not even tell you most of the questions on the test, let alone how long it took me. I just pray I pass. Not only did I have to endure two evil tests, but after that I had to go to work. Its not that I don't like to work. I am thankful for my job, but after the ungodly tests,  taking care of children and cleaning was not on my relax list. Luckily it was not busy, and I even got to hang out with Erin a little over at the pottery place after work, and go by and see Kayla, Kasey and Luke at starbucks on the way home. That was hilarious. Who knew that we could sit, not speaking for such a long time, and still have fun. lol

Finally, I am home, and most of all, I pray I do not have another panic attack tonight. It really scares me, and if it continues, I am going to have to go to the doctor. Which I definitely do not want to do. Please pray everything just gets better and I can just rest tonight.

I so look forward to sleeping in tomorrow.

1 comment:

  1. I am just now discovering your blog, I will be praying for you about this. I have struggled with fear and if you ever need to talk to someone about it, I will be glad to. :) I love you Stacie. God has helped me a lot with my fear. I still struggle with it but God has helped me a lot. I may not know the answer but I am here for you and I love you very much

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