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Sometimes I do not know how to express myself or explain the feelings I have. It is hard to explain something when you do not even understand it to begin with. Not just the feeling, but whatever is causing that feeling, situations, people etc. Sometimes there are no words. Sometimes there are words, and I personally just try to pretend there are none, that way there is no explanation. Because if there is no explanation, facing whatever it is I need to face, is extended from happening. Maybe then, by the time I do come to a realization, I can handle it better than I thought. Maybe I will not feel the same way. Maybe the whole situation will change and end the way I want it too, which never happens by the way. One day, the situation is going to go the way I want. maybe.

The above makes no sense. I just needed to try and get stuff off my chest. It didn't really work.

Go see Madea Goes to Jail. I recently had someone make a statement to me about why everyone loves Madea, and I realized she is right. We all love Madea because she does the things we all want to do. We all want to have the confidence to do whatever hits our mind. Stupid or not, she (or he) gets everything off their chest and rests peacefully at night. I want to be able to do that lol. If I did that, then I would have no reason to not understand how to express my emotions.

This is so pointless.

I smell like waffle house.

Oh Candi.