What a rant...

I want the life of a girl in a book or movie. Where lovely things happen at the most random times and everytime I walk down the street, there is a song playing in the background, with a slight wind blowing through my hair. And I meet my prince charming in a coffee shop when we bump into one another and my coffee spills all over his white vneck tshirt, and he is in fact, a handsome, rich prince from some far away country. And instead of getting mad at me, we stare into each others eyes and sit in the no name coffee shop for hours talking about nothing and everything at the same time. And then it turns out that its his last day in the States and we have to say goodbye. Depressingly, I walk back to my little apartment with floor to ceiling bookcases lining the walls, with original copies of books such as Pride and Prejudice, Little Women, and Anne of Green Gables, that in reality I do not own, and I sit on my comfy plushy couch that sits in the middle of my living room that overlooks my wonderful bay window view, staring into nothing because I know my Prince Charming just walked in and out of my life in 24 hours. What feels like hours, is only minutes and suddenly there is a knock on the door. When I finally answer the door, there stands my Prince Charming leaning against the door frame, breathing heavily because he ran the last million blocks finding my apartment and in fact knocked on every door in my apartment complex until the little old lady that lives below me told him my apartment number, he is wearing the same coffee stained tshirt, explaining how he could not get on the plane in between breaths. I then invite him inside and Ray LaMontagne starts playing slowly in the background..Its a perfect moment. And the next moment you see is a simple classic beach wedding with a few close friends and family, and body guards for him..and we get married and live happily ever after in his no name country where we one day become King and Queen.

Maybe I should write a book and movie instead. Thats the only way this story will come close to ever being true...Or I should just go watch a movie..Like Notting Hill, Cinderella, or Love Actually...

I am such a girl.