On a brighter note, tomorrow is a new day. With new experiences. I am excited and slightly nervous. I know I am capable for what I will be doing, I am just scared of failure. I don't know why. If I fail, I fail. If I succeed, I succeed!!!!
I am learning new things about myself. I'm learning that when I am frustrated, I usually take it out on others. I've also learned that expectations I have of other people, never seem to meet my expectation. They fail me. That has showed me I expect too much. I over analyze things and obsess. I compare myself to everyone and everything else instead of just accepting me. I try to organize my feelings. Things that shouldn't bother me anymore, still bother the heck out of me. And I hate confrontations. Im beginning to think I would be the happiest person in the world if you sat me in a room with my mac, books, movies, arrested development, strawberries, a hair brush and cheese sticks. I could spend days in there with no social interaction and I really think I would be fine. Thats sad isn't it? Or is it?
geez..there goes another depressing blog.
I think that you will succeed. :)
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