Thursday, March 5, 2009

Lock it with a skeleton key.




I wish I could take the feelings that bottle up my day, find a huge treasure chest, fill the chest with the neverending feelings I want to go away, placed them neatly inside, row by row, shut the chest, lock it with a skeleton key, put the key in a safe, memorable place and banish the chest to a secluded island. Only then I when I decided to feel a certain emotion that did not include happiness, I would have a neat organized list of my feelings, choose which one I wanted, fly to my secluded island, unlock my chest with my skeleton key, pick it up, feel it, and then put it back. Then fly away. Not only would that eliminate alot of down in the dump days, but it would also empty up my day for enjoyable things. Like coffee, coffee cups, books, macs, clothes...friends...sleep...vacations....happy things.


Sunday, March 1, 2009

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I give up.....There is no point to hold onto it any longer. It seems nothing will change. I lay it down at your feet Lord. Just change my heart. Show me your desires and plans. They will definitely be better than mine.